27.7.2009

As i am writing this i am suffering from a mild sore throat. Arghh tensenyer. Must be the rambutans that i overate yesterday. We were enjoying Sivil's family day at Pengkalan Balak, Malacca. Although the place of stay was far from great but i had a fun time lepaking by the beach with my husband and colleagues. Must do this more often! Paling best beli bantal kekabu; yahoo....sleep sleep sleep.

What's really on my mind now, is about the lil Bambino that i let go yesterday. (Boo- hoo still sedih; miss him already!) Oh what to do; a lot of things in life MUST change. Oh where are you Maximus?

So with the baby coming we need a plan as who will be the caretaker of this lil bumblebee whilst we are away at work. At first; i thot of getting a full time maid. But then that may not be possible now as both ttdi people and MD people put privacy as top priority. Sigh boleh ke i handle all this without a helper? i might go a bit cuckoo, but now i must think of Plan B. But then i'm thinking hey if other people can do it, why not me? Hmmm...what a challenge. Taking care of my own baby and doing everything with my husband. The 1st year they say is really tough, i guess that's the challenge of parenting.
Sometimes i feel im a bit too much , really. The babe is not even here yet and i'm already complaining of all the work and yada yada yada. Hmm tgk ada setengah orang tu nak beli barang baby pun takde duit. Sedih plak. Nevermind la if i cant have free time like other people, the 1st year espcially ill be full time with my child, but hopefully my husband and i will learn fast. Thank God my mother is near.
Actually to think about it; im not that worried anymore because i have a GREATT husband who will be a great father; and both of us, like other couples, will try hard to become great parents!