4.5

Dear Baby,

You are now 4.5months. Soon you will be five and Mommy thinks its a good time to think about baby shopping!!
Although what i am really looking forward now is our next scan. Since i have been down with flu and cough this past week; i am sooo wondering how you are doing in there. Must be having trouble sleepin in that little cocoon with me sneezing and coughing every few minutes.
I have tried as hard as possible to stick to traditional methods of self-healing hehe, but in the end i had to succumb to the cough syrup as the cough and cold just wouldnt go away. At times like this i worry more about my pregnancy; whether everything is ok; and whether i have been eating right; as we all know my eating habits isnt all that great.
I do want you to know i am trying my hardest to understand the complexities of pregnancy; and becoming a mother. I know on top of it all it willjust spell out one thing: Happiness.
At the beginning of our pregnancy i have planned so much for us together, reading good books, healthy food, rest rest rest. But that is all planned and ive not even achieved half of that. But we will get through this i know.
We have been thinking of the baby room now, we need to start soon on some shopping and not leave it to the last minute as we might miss out on some important details in welcoming you- our first born! How exciting it is to see your face for the first time :p

Lovelovelove