In several very short months my life will change completely. For the better i know. There's so much goin on today; courses tomorrow, friends to visit, stuff work/not work to read, exams to prepare, and the baby coming. Getting a bit worried about the last bit as i am getting bigger by the day; and although i try to be as self sufficient as can be (hmm?) it is not that easy to move around with a rather rounded big tummy!
There's also motherhood to look forward to; and sometimes i do wonder what kind of mum i will be; the overbearing protective type..or the playcool everything do it yourself type? Hmmm! cant wait to evaluate myself hehe. I just know that a lot of things will change, some broken sleeps (so not used to this ok..) and very limited me time.
Pregnancy so far has been ok. I feel the HEAT (yes i do!) and the sighs of relief when i get to the top of a staircase. I read that there is also this phase when you start to clean clean and organise your life/stuff- yes im kinda drawing towards that. It's so meletihkan but unstoppable.
Rite now, F has moved to Putrajaya and been busy as a bee. We are trying to plan a weekend get away before the baby arrives and our calendar's all full till maybe mid November. Sigh!
Nevertheless; i am so looking forward to becoming a parent; and taking care of my baby! IBeen reading loads on parenting; it's gona be FUN i know, and lots of work (ooooo) but i am also looking forward to doing things my way!! :p
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